A GOVERNOR MET A PROSTITUTE...

New York Governor Eliot Spitzer

Ok. Everyone and there mammy should have heard the news about Mr. I love prostitutes up there. If you haven't youre very fortunate. As I read this "scandal" and heard all sides from sunday. I had to ask myself how do I feel about it. My conclusion? Who gives a fuck. The only person he should have to answer to is his wife as far as I am concerned, but then of course I am reminded that prostitution is illegal in this country. Which leads me to a whole new train of thought. Why is it illegal again? it sure as hell ain't for moralistic reasons. Most likely it is due to the fact that the government can't get any money out of the deal so therefore its illegal, but should it be? its just two consenting adults having a meeting "albeit a dirty one" and going about there business. Personally I think it should be legal. There I said it. Many other countries (with some restrictions that aren't that bad) in Canada, most all of Europe including England, France, Wales, Denmark, etc., most of South America including most of Mexico (often in special zones), Israel (Tel Aviv known as the brothel capital of the world), Australia, and many others have gone with the flow. What's america's problem again? by legalizing i they can tax the whole businiess make it more orderly and citizens won't have to constantly complain about there children's seeing hookers on the corner or seeing one getting beat up. Of course the main one would be the politicians. In this case if prostituion was legal then the Gov up above would not be having any legal problems. I think its ridiculous really. Personally I could give a damn what politicians do in there private lives as long as there keepin my state/country safe I could give a damn. There personal lives and decisions are just that. Personal and in this case unfortunatly illegal. Just my two cents.

ITS OFFICIAL I AM DONE DRIVING

I don't believe this. I am still in shock. Tonight I was stuck with a delimma. To go or not to go to hollywood video to get the newly released movie of No country For Old Men. So I decided to go at the last minute at 10 :00 at night. Now mind you I have already gotten two tickets recently. I got one where they caught me on those damn video cameras turning on a red light. Supposedly I didn't come to a complete stop, but whatever. Second one for speeding. I did a 67 in a 40. The cost? $238. I HATE TEXAS.My wallet is still screaming in agony. So as I am driving down the exact same damn street that I got my second ticket I pay close attention to my speed. I keep constantly going over 40 mph. I don't know what it is, but I just can't drive slow to save my life. Its like I am moving like a snail and will never make it to my destination. I am so used to driving fast now that if I am doing a 60 it feels normal. So I notice that I am going at 50 mph and slow down and continue to drive at a much normal pace of 30 mph. As I finally approach a red light a mile away I see blue red lights flashing right behind me. I of course think he must be trying to chase someone so maybe I should move to the next lane. I do this and what does the bastard do? he moves right behind me. I am getting a sudden case of de ja vu. He is now following me and of course I get a clue that I am going to be stopped but unlike last time I am wondering why. For once I was paying attention to my speed! I pull over and he takes his precious time getting out of the damn car. I am all but ready to curse him out. The cop who looks to be in his 60's asks for my DL. I hand it over and begin to look for the insurance. I rarely if ever look at the thing and begin to pull papers actually asking the cop if one of them is the insurance. I ask him why am I being stopped and of course he ignored me until he has my information. After all this is taken care of he finally tells me that I was speeding doing a 55 in a 30. Immediately anger begins to flare and I make up my mind right then and there not to pay the damn thing. YOU GOTTA BE KIDDIN ME! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN THREE TIMES IN A MONTH??? At this rate I am going to be paying the damn courts every goddamn month. Right now and at that moment I didn't want to drive ever again. What sucks is that I was driving my mothers car and of course I am not on her insurance. So if I don't pay it she will find out about it anyway and of course there is that whole pesky warrant thing. I am seriously considering buying a scooter. I honestly don't think I can drive at the correct speed limit. Its too much. This is one lesson (or another considering this is another ticket) do not drive at night. I have begun to notice that the cops hang out more at night with nothing better to do and loves to issue out tickets. I need a pill. A big one.

AAARRRGGGG!

I don' believe this. Yesterday night I am all excited and whanot about my new discovory of some leads I have developed for myself and then suddenly the unthinkable happens. My right ear suddenly becomes muffled. Naturally I begin to yawn more frequently to try to get it open with no success. It seems as thought it was getting worse and worse. I then began to feel a sense of "fullness" in my ear. Oh joy. Seven months ago I had tubes put in my ear, so I have been waiting for them to miraculously just pop out. So I figured ok this must be the process so don't panic maybe it will go away in tthe morning. I try my damndest to sleep without panicking and began to "sleep dream". I wake up and discover that the fullness sensation has not left me. I feel a twinge of annoyance and mild panic. I feel a little pain when I yawn in my right ear. Uh oh. I then begin to feel inside my ear o discover if there is something hanging out of it when I feel a liquidy/crust object in my ear. I look at my fingers and see red blood and dried blood. I can't see my expression but I know I have an oh shit expression. What to do? Is this normal? should I tell my mom who would panic for the both of us which is what I don't need right now. Ok call my ENT doc. Can't find him anywhere in the phone book so I search for him online. God bless the internet. I call and the receptionist answers. I tell her of my problem and with a prompt response she tells me a nurse will give me a call back. Great. I can be losing my goddamn hearing and I now have to wait for god knows how long before I can get some help. I tackle with the idea of just going over there, but then I look outside. You would think a damn tsunami is about to hit Texas. Its got the strong winds, the cold air and the monstrous sounds all in one. Then of course the news resports that everyone should stay in doors. Great I can be losing my hearing and I can't even venture out. Oh Joy the world's against me. I begin to research online and I begin to panic even more. Normally if this happens after months of surgery an infection has occurred and can be treated with droplets. This is making me all the more panicky. In my mind I am imagining my life trying to work while half deaf. Will I be able to learn sign language? Will my boyfriend be willing to deal with a girl who is deaf? will he be willing to learn sign language? lucid thoughts enter my mind. How will I find a job? with most you need to hear! Not to mention I gotta go to work for five and one of my main responsibilities includes being on the phone! annoyingly I will have to call in. My day is not looking at all too bright.